Again.

"You don't always have to be what they want you to be.

I happen to like being adored, thank you."

Who can tell me where that quote is from?

I haven't written in over a month. Perhaps its my busy schedule, or the fact I simply don't care to write, as nothing has happened in my life worth mentioning. Or I simply don't want to mention it to you.

I've had some brushes with the past lately. Running into someone I definately didn't want to see at taco bell, then seeing someone at work. gah. I hate high school crap.

I really want school to start so I won't have to deal with crap anymore, and i can get away. At least i have this week off. Tomorrow, Shelby, Eric, and me are heading to Gaylord and the cottage. I need a getaway.

I have been reading a lot. A lot of good books, and some crappy romance mixed in too. I finally realized why i like romance. Because its impossible and romance, in the way its protrayed in the novels, doesn't happen like that. It's all too perfect and planned out. I prefer the spontenaity and random romance that comes in real life. The kind where its okay to giggle and feel slightly uncomfortable. The kind of relationship I have with matt. We laugh, a lot. I think thats a good thing.

It'll be three years on the 7th. THREE YEARS! It's amazing and I am still in love with him. yay for us! And a big "screw you" to those who doubted. Like I said before, we still know how to have fun, how to laugh and how to be ourselves. I think thats key to any relationship working. And we're still honest with each other. And yes, we fight, but fighting is healthy.

we have a solid relationship.

Enough of that. We had poker night number 2 last night. I kicked some major boo-tay! After last week's disappointing loss to Lauren, Eric taught me how to play. hahaha. He shouldn't have done that. Eight of us played last night, and i walked away being the winner and with $40 in my pocket. *dances* It felt good to win and "outsmart" the other players. If anyone ever wants to join a game, give me a call on Sundays and you can join in. It's $5 to play and its a blast!

other than that, I have been working hard and making some dinero. matt also got a new job, at Meadowbrook Dodge and he is much happier than he was. he also got a brand new Hemi Ram and is more than ecstatic about it. I am happy for him. Does anyone remember the gray S-10? man oh man. Let's say I like the new truck much better. It has heat. And the alternator is in place. :)

Speaking of trucks, does anyone want to buy his 1976 Power Wagon?

Anyway, life is treating me good. Have some medical issues going on that are kind of frustrating. I hope things get figured out soon. I really do hate going to the Doctors. Perhaps its because I am there so often?

*sigh* Remember my novel from november? I am making progress on finishing it. if anyone wants to read it when I am done, or if anyone is willing to edit it, let me know. I'm sure that it sucks, so just don't be too harsh. :)

Off I go....and leave some love, or comments. Whichever you prefer....

-allie-